We went shopping tonight. I wandered around like I was lost. Normally I LOVE shopping, but not now. Instead, I was frustrated. People have given gift cards, so John told me to go get what I needed. But to be honest, I still don't even know what I need. Where do you even begin to rebuild and entire wardrobe. I know the ladies in the store thought I was crazy as I walked around crying. I tried on dresses and cried. I tried on shoes and cried. I tried to get things that were versatile and could be worn everyday or dressed up for church. But then there is shoes and shirts, dresses, skirts, pajamas.......little by little, with the Lord's help, we will rebuild our lives, one step at a time.